Leaving.

I've been sorting out this leaving video, and leaving presents for my friends for when I go...but then I stop and think why; because I'm just making things worse here. There's no point in dwelling on the fact that I'm disappearing for a year almost. I'll be back for some things sure enough, but I guess I just better get on with it really. One of my friends tells me that things are changing because people are jealous of the whole year abroad thing. I can't imagine why. Spending that much time away from "family" and friends; seems pretty sucky to me right now. Sure, I'll have a great time and there will be lots of experiences to be had whilst I'm away but then there's the good old factor that I miss out on everything here, and that the people I talk to about these things are all over here, and it will be more expensive to get in touch with them, and I can't just hope on a bus or a train to get to them. I hope tomorrow, well today really, works out as planned and that I don't become stroppy with all the leaving activity, but I guess I can't be certain.
My friend moves out for good on Saturday to go and live with my other friend for 3 weeks before uni starts for them. I hope they manage to have some relaxing times before the stress of uni starts. I already feel bogged down in things, and I'm not even there yet. It will be nice for my best friend to have her best friend back though...they've been apart too long, and they can do all the bonding that I got to do this year. And then we can all be awesome together when I get back next year.
Sleep times for me now. It would be really great if something awesome could happen soon because I've been miserable for too long. I trust that the girls have something amazing planned. They usually do :)
Ciao x