Leaving.

I've been sorting out this leaving video, and leaving presents for my friends for when I go...but then I stop and think why; because I'm just making things worse here. There's no point in dwelling on the fact that I'm disappearing for a year almost. I'll be back for some things sure enough, but I guess I just better get on with it really. One of my friends tells me that things are changing because people are jealous of the whole year abroad thing. I can't imagine why. Spending that much time away from "family" and friends; seems pretty sucky to me right now. Sure, I'll have a great time and there will be lots of experiences to be had whilst I'm away but then there's the good old factor that I miss out on everything here, and that the people I talk to about these things are all over here, and it will be more expensive to get in touch with them, and I can't just hope on a bus or a train to get to them. I hope tomorrow, well today really, works out as planned and that I don't become stroppy with all the leaving activity, but I guess I can't be certain.
My friend moves out for good on Saturday to go and live with my other friend for 3 weeks before uni starts for them. I hope they manage to have some relaxing times before the stress of uni starts. I already feel bogged down in things, and I'm not even there yet. It will be nice for my best friend to have her best friend back though...they've been apart too long, and they can do all the bonding that I got to do this year. And then we can all be awesome together when I get back next year.
Sleep times for me now. It would be really great if something awesome could happen soon because I've been miserable for too long. I trust that the girls have something amazing planned. They usually do :)
Ciao x

10 Days To Go...

So I'll get around to writing on here properly sometime soon...for now I will leave you with the fact that I half know what's going on, and half don't. Half wish it wasn't and half wish it was. Mostly; I'm sad to be going but at the same time I cannot wait to get away and immerse myself in what I know best, my languages. This year I really need to buckle down and get on with it, because I have a lot of making up to do in 4th year for my lack of grades this year. It's been a tough year on many counts, and I guess I just didn't work hard enough, or the same way that I used to. I refuse to leave this university with less than a 2:1 though-so I better get cracking. 

10 days. 

Ciao x

For several reasons; I cannot wait to get out of this country.
For several reasons; I really don't want to go.

All these reasons are scrambled up in my head. Most of all...I need to go away so that she can realise what missing someone is...and not having them there 24/7 to do things for you.

They say absence makes the heart grow fonder...we'll see.

One thing's for sure...gonna miss my Moomin Mama :'(

Ciao x

What on earth is the future of our country becoming?

I'm not often this nasty about people, but those thugs should be put down!
I made a video about how I feel.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=goXFLJbfabs

Hope all my family and friends are safe in London over the next few days.

Ciao x

I've just realised that I have 7 blogs; no wonder I don't get around to writing a lot!
Also, it appears that I've become more and more obsessed with reading books this summer, because it's better than life.
Going through some rough things at the moment, but looking forward to seeing my friends soon enough and having a bit of fun, before the realities hit me again.

Miss those dudes.

Ciao x

Hey :)

So it's half 4 in the morning and I have to be on a train at 9:22, to be on my way to London. Before getting the train, I have to go to the Post Office and collect a letter from Matthew, because I slept in on Friday...oops. Not doing much at the moment, apart from uploading the Torchwood Q and A to YouTube, and Buzz just made me an intro for my channel, which was cool of her.

Not much else to say, 

Ciao! x